Post by moonlitnite83 on Mar 6, 2007 4:03:01 GMT -5
i think im going post this on fan fics but i don't know if good to post or not... im new my name is elizabeth but people call me bessie im 23 i know im old.. im form canway,ar very small twon out little rock... very kind & giving & outgoing.. i guess about it...
I was born on midnight at Halloween i was the first born os it was a big deal for my mom & dad!!! when Iiwas 13 teen i started craving blood & raw meat!! then at 19 teen i started feeding on rats & stray cats... one night my mom found me on the floor with 10 rats dead on floor all around me & one im been feeding on when she walk in she got scared & tuck to me doctor.. Know im 23 going to college with my long time girlfriend Bethany "Beth" we been room mates since's i moved out my parent house when i was 20!! now we live in New Orleans where we are going college & we have apartment in New York that my parents help pay the bill's whale where here probably going college their when i done a year or 2 here ... this my very first time out of New York in to new city.. me & Beth just flayed here yesterday & we still need to unpack .. ower room is ok just usual dorm it medium size with on window looks out to other drom os yeah the view sucks!! I start classes tomorrow it doesn't give me much time to get un pack & settled.. "Bessie your still on that computer?? still writing the novel??" said Beth. " Yeah! i'm still on the first page how long have been on ?" I said. "I guess hour probably or longer" said Beth. I save the page named "My Novel" & exits out turn to face Beth. she more beautiful then me with long brown hair with chocolate skin & brown eyes smileing with those pretty lips i just smiled " Os what you been up too??" i said. "I'm been talking to Max he's having a party tonight at his apartment want to go?" said Beth looking at me with exectment." yeah sure i have nonething else to do" I said. she jump up hugged me & pulled back to kiss my forehead " good! the party starts in hour better get ready" said Beth. "ok! what should i wear?" I said. I got up & put on a t shirt & jeans then sat drown & put on my high tops that i love.. i look at Beth & smiled."Ready?" said Beth. "Yeah!" i said. i grab my purse & followed Beth out of the door i look around god i love this town i clamed to Beth car that is jeep.. Drown town it looks os beaful this time of day. We stop at Max's apartment that was on top of bar where me & Beth went last night i clamed out of the car "hey! your here" said Max. I turned around & their he was very handsome with long brown hair with great green eyes that hurt your eye if you look at them to long.. " Yeah! what think i miss one of your party's" i said i ran to his arms & turn to see Beth still looking at Max with love in her eyes i look back to Max looking at Beth with love in his eyes i had to smile my bestfriend is in love with my x boyfriend "Os who coming?" i said still looking at Max " I don't know i guess will have to see tonight" Max he smiled & look drown at me i smiled back "Well common in & let the party started" said Max i laugh Beth just smiled i tuck her arm cuse i know she just stand their & walk throw the door where it goes the apartments. Max was the last on right. the door was open with chouh everywhere i look back at Max who behind Beth" I see you haven't clean up yet? & guess whose has to clean it?"i said i turned to Beth & smiled "Max you can't think where going clean this?"said Beth "Well i can't clean all by myself!! can't I Beth?"said Max "I guess not well lets get started" said Beth we pick all the choudes & throw in Max's room I look around to it look all right & walk to kitchen to set out the drinks & their they where Beth & Max kissing I turned around & went back to livingroom" Hey! Where Max?" said this man sitting on caoch "he in bathroom right now! ill go get him" i said.
I walk back to kitchen "Max the guest are starting coming in "I said "Im coming" said Max "Ok!"i said i walk back to living room "Um he said he coming!! os i guess we just have to wait os what up?" i said he smiled "What's you name?" said the man "um well it Elizabeth but people call me Bessie you?" i said he had this great brown eyes his hair black or is it brown that's tied back to keep from his eyes I guess " Hey Drew how r you doing?"said Max i look at Beth look confuse "whose that?" she whisper "I have no idea but he sims nices"i said "You like him don't you?" said Beth "Don't know it's something about him" i said "Os did you meet my girls?? "said Max "No i didn't" said Drew "well this is Bessie & Beth" said Max "Hi!" we both said he just nodded & look at me & smiled i smiled back "Os anybody else coming? or only us?" said Drew " I guess os i though more people was going come" said Max "Sure you did" i said. I look at Max he was smiling like he was up to something i should have known that Max & Beth are trying to set me up with Drew. I know they love me oh my god this going be hell of mess!! I smiled to my self "Im going get a beer anyone want one?" said Max "yeah sure i like have one" i said " Drew you like to have a beer?"said Max "Yeah sure i like have one "said Drew he was still looking at me "Ill go help"said Beth i gave her evil look she just smiled & walk to kitchen with Max "Os where finally alone we should get know each other" i said out aloud os Max & Beth could hear "Ok what do you like to know? you don't have to yell i can hear you "said Drew i smiled" Um i don't know how did you meet max?"i said " I know Max from childhood his one of my bestfriends. os how did you meet max?"said Drew. "Max didnt tell you?"isaid he suck his head no.. " Well we meet at high school & fell in love & started dating for like year the we broke up" i said "Why did you brake up?" said Drew.
"I guess we weren't met to be together "i said "we weren't met? are you kinding me you where head over heals in love with me! not met to be together what bull sit" said max i just laugh "well you tell me why we brake up?"i said i smiled at him.. "cues i didn't want to brake your heart & where to young to date "said Max "layer!" i said " what it the truth i was going hurt you by cheating on you like i did it to my last girl i date what was her name? bess do you rember?" said Max "oh yeah! Lucy. she was a jerk anyway & you thinking of cheating?? you never did it" i said "i know but i was os scared i was going to hurt you os i ended it sorry" said Max "aww it's ok! you change now you are a man not a teenager.. & i still love you!" i said " that's my girl with soft heart is she great?"said Max "yeah she is" said Drew"os Bess when are you starting your classes tomorrow??" said Max "oh yeah! me & Beth starting classes tomorrow!! Beth what time does your classes start?"i said "very early in morning" said Beth she walk over sat next to drew looking not os happy.. We drove home not talking to each other we got out of the car & Beth unlock the door & samed it i jump "what hell wrong with you??"i said Beth face me "you! you jerk you didn't tell how Max & you broke up!" said Beth "that's why your os piss? you shoundnt be mad at Max not at me" i said " i'm not mad... i guess i'm just jeaous. i'm sorry i just want him to like me & you guys started talking about the past & the love you had & i was afraid he go back to you" said Beth "oh Beth are you kidding me he is in love with you!! like deep in it!! i never love that was puppy love that it.. i never wanted you to think i going to take Max always from you! i'm os sorry Beth" i said "i now! you act like bother & sister.. i should known better" said Beth she walk to me & huge me "i'm os sorry Bessie!" said Beth "it's ok! i guess we should go bed we wake up early" i said "yeah" said Beth.
I walk to my desser & take out a t sort & pulled over my head & laid in bed. i wonder how mom doing? probably in offices filing her work & filling paper i have to do in the summer. i close my eyes. " Bessie wake up where going be late for ower class" said Beth. i open my eyes to look at the clock "oh my god! it's 7:00 in morning! more sleep please!!" i said i pulled my pillow over my head "oh no you don't wake up you lazy ass! I'm not going be late because of you "said Beth she pulled the pillow off me head & slap my butt " get up lazy ass" said Beth. i open my eyes & close them agein.got up & put on my gothic ware on. i sat on my bed to look in my compact to put on eye liner & eye sadow. i tied on my green high tops & walk out to car where Beth is waiting got in & close the door "os did you sleep good? said Beth. "yeah!" i said. she stop in front of the building my class where at " see you later ok" said Beth.. i souk my head & got out of the car & shout the door. i walk up to double door's... i walk in my class room sat drown in back waiting for class to being. then Drew walk in with smile on face he sat right next to me what hell how can i have the same class with me. " hey! how are you doing?"said Drew."good i'm just tired! i'm not a morning person" i said. he smile " same here!!" said Drew. i look back to see if anybody was comeing in.. this girl came in that look jaw dropping beaful. i look back at Drew he was looking at me "he's wired! here this drop gordess gril & he looking at me with his sexy half smile" i though. the rest class mates came in.. the bell ring i put all my stuff in my backpack & walk out throw double doors & sat on bench to wait for Beth to pick me up." os what are you doing tonight?" i look next to me & saw Drew sitting right next to me "nonething probably!! i porbably have to do homework" i said." oh! got homework already?" said Drew. " no but probably will" i said. " oh ok i'll give you my number os you can call me if you didn't get any homework" said Drew.
He gave me a piece of paper "call me ok ! " said Drew." ok!" i said. He walk away. Beth finally coming driving up " finally your here!! i had a little chat with Drew" i said. "you did? what did he say?" said Beth. i told her what happen & how Drew left his number ." well i guess he really likes you" said Beth. " yeah! now I'm hopping not to get any homework os i can call him" i said. "oh! os you do like him? " said Beth." i guess it someing thing deeper! i can't place it" i said." maybe your in love with him" said Beth. " maybe but i really want to find out" i said." you will. you always will" said Beth. i gave her my evil smile. she right i will find out.but I'm just worried when ever I'm around him it feels like where family but how can that be? i don't even know him. maybe i know him in anther life or i'm gone crazy again ... my day finally over i walk to my dorm & layed on my faces drown on the pillow "god i can sleep for hours" i said. "me to" said Beth. she fall face drown on her bed. she face me "arnt you going call Drew?" said Beth. " don't know should i?" i said. "oh god yes! your nuts if you don't" said Beth. i laugh" ok! i guess yes" i said. i got up & walk to the desk pick up the phone & dialed Drew number ... it rang like three times... i guess he not home.. i hang up "what not home?" said Beth. "yeah! i'll call him tomorrow" i said. i walk to my bed & layed drown & close my eyes... i was standing in middle of filed. i look adround i didn't see anything but trees& un mowed grass that was up to my thigh. i hared noise i turn my head where did that noise come from? their was a man saring at me with half smile. Drew?. i know that half smile anywhere it has to be Drew. then he despair then he was right next to me he put hand on my throat leaning my head "you have such a beaful neck " said Drew. then moved closer & open he's mouth i saw pointy teeth. my heart started to race he move closer& open his mouth little wader then i felt his mouth on my neck my breath quicken then felt i this pain i started to wicked..." oh god!" i said. "what hell bad dream?"said Beth" yeah! i can't move!" i said. "oh that happen to me once! It'll go away in min" said Beth. "ok! oh i can move my arm now" i said. "shut up & go sleep" said Beth. "god jerk" i said. Close my eyes & tried to fall to sleep.
I wake up with alarm ringing"damit Beth! turn that off" i said," no! you need to wake up anyway or we going be late" said Beth. I got up with my eyes still close... When is this class is going be over?os i can go back to bad& sleep. i didn't sleep good after that dream. i kept thinking why did i dream of Drew as a vampire? or is he a vampire? or i gone nuts? i really need same sleep os i can think clearly!! i kept looking at the clock to see what time it is. god why you kept looking at the clock it goes slow but if you don't pay addiction it goes fast..the bell finally rang thank go! i grab my backpack & ran out of their. i sat on the on curve of the street& waited for beth drove up smiling i got in & close the door" what are you smiling about?" i said." me & Max said i love you "said Beth."oh my god! im os happy for you" i said." it great to a person who loves you" said Beth." yeah! it like being on cloud nine" i said.she laugh yeah it is. "it great to have max in my life" said Beth. i smiled at her. she look os happy & in love. Beth had a really bad childhood she was beatin by her drunken father& her mother always tryed to stop it or kick him out but he always came back.one day Beth ranway with mom to house of abase women they be came her family & finally her life in normal & fall in love with Max.. i was sitting on my bed thinking what should do? then i herd a noise out side. i got up to look what was making the noise. i look out the window Drew was right their taping on the glass with his nail " bessie open the window os i can talk to you" said Drew. " how did you get up here?"i said." i claimed up" said Drew . he smiled like he just told a joke. " you claimed a two story building?" i said. "Bess please open the window" said Drew. i open the window & sept back os he can came in.. he close the window "thank you! i hated to talk throw that window" said Drew."your welcome. os what do you want? & keep your voice low os you don't wake up Beth" i said." i just wanted to see you & tell you that i'm sorry" said Drew. "sorry? for what?" i said. "that i wasn't at home when you called the other night"said Drew." oh that ok you could told me that in morning" i said.
Chapter # 1
" A being of new life"
" A being of new life"
I was born on midnight at Halloween i was the first born os it was a big deal for my mom & dad!!! when Iiwas 13 teen i started craving blood & raw meat!! then at 19 teen i started feeding on rats & stray cats... one night my mom found me on the floor with 10 rats dead on floor all around me & one im been feeding on when she walk in she got scared & tuck to me doctor.. Know im 23 going to college with my long time girlfriend Bethany "Beth" we been room mates since's i moved out my parent house when i was 20!! now we live in New Orleans where we are going college & we have apartment in New York that my parents help pay the bill's whale where here probably going college their when i done a year or 2 here ... this my very first time out of New York in to new city.. me & Beth just flayed here yesterday & we still need to unpack .. ower room is ok just usual dorm it medium size with on window looks out to other drom os yeah the view sucks!! I start classes tomorrow it doesn't give me much time to get un pack & settled.. "Bessie your still on that computer?? still writing the novel??" said Beth. " Yeah! i'm still on the first page how long have been on ?" I said. "I guess hour probably or longer" said Beth. I save the page named "My Novel" & exits out turn to face Beth. she more beautiful then me with long brown hair with chocolate skin & brown eyes smileing with those pretty lips i just smiled " Os what you been up too??" i said. "I'm been talking to Max he's having a party tonight at his apartment want to go?" said Beth looking at me with exectment." yeah sure i have nonething else to do" I said. she jump up hugged me & pulled back to kiss my forehead " good! the party starts in hour better get ready" said Beth. "ok! what should i wear?" I said. I got up & put on a t shirt & jeans then sat drown & put on my high tops that i love.. i look at Beth & smiled."Ready?" said Beth. "Yeah!" i said. i grab my purse & followed Beth out of the door i look around god i love this town i clamed to Beth car that is jeep.. Drown town it looks os beaful this time of day. We stop at Max's apartment that was on top of bar where me & Beth went last night i clamed out of the car "hey! your here" said Max. I turned around & their he was very handsome with long brown hair with great green eyes that hurt your eye if you look at them to long.. " Yeah! what think i miss one of your party's" i said i ran to his arms & turn to see Beth still looking at Max with love in her eyes i look back to Max looking at Beth with love in his eyes i had to smile my bestfriend is in love with my x boyfriend "Os who coming?" i said still looking at Max " I don't know i guess will have to see tonight" Max he smiled & look drown at me i smiled back "Well common in & let the party started" said Max i laugh Beth just smiled i tuck her arm cuse i know she just stand their & walk throw the door where it goes the apartments. Max was the last on right. the door was open with chouh everywhere i look back at Max who behind Beth" I see you haven't clean up yet? & guess whose has to clean it?"i said i turned to Beth & smiled "Max you can't think where going clean this?"said Beth "Well i can't clean all by myself!! can't I Beth?"said Max "I guess not well lets get started" said Beth we pick all the choudes & throw in Max's room I look around to it look all right & walk to kitchen to set out the drinks & their they where Beth & Max kissing I turned around & went back to livingroom" Hey! Where Max?" said this man sitting on caoch "he in bathroom right now! ill go get him" i said.
I walk back to kitchen "Max the guest are starting coming in "I said "Im coming" said Max "Ok!"i said i walk back to living room "Um he said he coming!! os i guess we just have to wait os what up?" i said he smiled "What's you name?" said the man "um well it Elizabeth but people call me Bessie you?" i said he had this great brown eyes his hair black or is it brown that's tied back to keep from his eyes I guess " Hey Drew how r you doing?"said Max i look at Beth look confuse "whose that?" she whisper "I have no idea but he sims nices"i said "You like him don't you?" said Beth "Don't know it's something about him" i said "Os did you meet my girls?? "said Max "No i didn't" said Drew "well this is Bessie & Beth" said Max "Hi!" we both said he just nodded & look at me & smiled i smiled back "Os anybody else coming? or only us?" said Drew " I guess os i though more people was going come" said Max "Sure you did" i said. I look at Max he was smiling like he was up to something i should have known that Max & Beth are trying to set me up with Drew. I know they love me oh my god this going be hell of mess!! I smiled to my self "Im going get a beer anyone want one?" said Max "yeah sure i like have one" i said " Drew you like to have a beer?"said Max "Yeah sure i like have one "said Drew he was still looking at me "Ill go help"said Beth i gave her evil look she just smiled & walk to kitchen with Max "Os where finally alone we should get know each other" i said out aloud os Max & Beth could hear "Ok what do you like to know? you don't have to yell i can hear you "said Drew i smiled" Um i don't know how did you meet max?"i said " I know Max from childhood his one of my bestfriends. os how did you meet max?"said Drew. "Max didnt tell you?"isaid he suck his head no.. " Well we meet at high school & fell in love & started dating for like year the we broke up" i said "Why did you brake up?" said Drew.
"I guess we weren't met to be together "i said "we weren't met? are you kinding me you where head over heals in love with me! not met to be together what bull sit" said max i just laugh "well you tell me why we brake up?"i said i smiled at him.. "cues i didn't want to brake your heart & where to young to date "said Max "layer!" i said " what it the truth i was going hurt you by cheating on you like i did it to my last girl i date what was her name? bess do you rember?" said Max "oh yeah! Lucy. she was a jerk anyway & you thinking of cheating?? you never did it" i said "i know but i was os scared i was going to hurt you os i ended it sorry" said Max "aww it's ok! you change now you are a man not a teenager.. & i still love you!" i said " that's my girl with soft heart is she great?"said Max "yeah she is" said Drew"os Bess when are you starting your classes tomorrow??" said Max "oh yeah! me & Beth starting classes tomorrow!! Beth what time does your classes start?"i said "very early in morning" said Beth she walk over sat next to drew looking not os happy.. We drove home not talking to each other we got out of the car & Beth unlock the door & samed it i jump "what hell wrong with you??"i said Beth face me "you! you jerk you didn't tell how Max & you broke up!" said Beth "that's why your os piss? you shoundnt be mad at Max not at me" i said " i'm not mad... i guess i'm just jeaous. i'm sorry i just want him to like me & you guys started talking about the past & the love you had & i was afraid he go back to you" said Beth "oh Beth are you kidding me he is in love with you!! like deep in it!! i never love that was puppy love that it.. i never wanted you to think i going to take Max always from you! i'm os sorry Beth" i said "i now! you act like bother & sister.. i should known better" said Beth she walk to me & huge me "i'm os sorry Bessie!" said Beth "it's ok! i guess we should go bed we wake up early" i said "yeah" said Beth.
I walk to my desser & take out a t sort & pulled over my head & laid in bed. i wonder how mom doing? probably in offices filing her work & filling paper i have to do in the summer. i close my eyes. " Bessie wake up where going be late for ower class" said Beth. i open my eyes to look at the clock "oh my god! it's 7:00 in morning! more sleep please!!" i said i pulled my pillow over my head "oh no you don't wake up you lazy ass! I'm not going be late because of you "said Beth she pulled the pillow off me head & slap my butt " get up lazy ass" said Beth. i open my eyes & close them agein.got up & put on my gothic ware on. i sat on my bed to look in my compact to put on eye liner & eye sadow. i tied on my green high tops & walk out to car where Beth is waiting got in & close the door "os did you sleep good? said Beth. "yeah!" i said. she stop in front of the building my class where at " see you later ok" said Beth.. i souk my head & got out of the car & shout the door. i walk up to double door's... i walk in my class room sat drown in back waiting for class to being. then Drew walk in with smile on face he sat right next to me what hell how can i have the same class with me. " hey! how are you doing?"said Drew."good i'm just tired! i'm not a morning person" i said. he smile " same here!!" said Drew. i look back to see if anybody was comeing in.. this girl came in that look jaw dropping beaful. i look back at Drew he was looking at me "he's wired! here this drop gordess gril & he looking at me with his sexy half smile" i though. the rest class mates came in.. the bell ring i put all my stuff in my backpack & walk out throw double doors & sat on bench to wait for Beth to pick me up." os what are you doing tonight?" i look next to me & saw Drew sitting right next to me "nonething probably!! i porbably have to do homework" i said." oh! got homework already?" said Drew. " no but probably will" i said. " oh ok i'll give you my number os you can call me if you didn't get any homework" said Drew.
He gave me a piece of paper "call me ok ! " said Drew." ok!" i said. He walk away. Beth finally coming driving up " finally your here!! i had a little chat with Drew" i said. "you did? what did he say?" said Beth. i told her what happen & how Drew left his number ." well i guess he really likes you" said Beth. " yeah! now I'm hopping not to get any homework os i can call him" i said. "oh! os you do like him? " said Beth." i guess it someing thing deeper! i can't place it" i said." maybe your in love with him" said Beth. " maybe but i really want to find out" i said." you will. you always will" said Beth. i gave her my evil smile. she right i will find out.but I'm just worried when ever I'm around him it feels like where family but how can that be? i don't even know him. maybe i know him in anther life or i'm gone crazy again ... my day finally over i walk to my dorm & layed on my faces drown on the pillow "god i can sleep for hours" i said. "me to" said Beth. she fall face drown on her bed. she face me "arnt you going call Drew?" said Beth. " don't know should i?" i said. "oh god yes! your nuts if you don't" said Beth. i laugh" ok! i guess yes" i said. i got up & walk to the desk pick up the phone & dialed Drew number ... it rang like three times... i guess he not home.. i hang up "what not home?" said Beth. "yeah! i'll call him tomorrow" i said. i walk to my bed & layed drown & close my eyes... i was standing in middle of filed. i look adround i didn't see anything but trees& un mowed grass that was up to my thigh. i hared noise i turn my head where did that noise come from? their was a man saring at me with half smile. Drew?. i know that half smile anywhere it has to be Drew. then he despair then he was right next to me he put hand on my throat leaning my head "you have such a beaful neck " said Drew. then moved closer & open he's mouth i saw pointy teeth. my heart started to race he move closer& open his mouth little wader then i felt his mouth on my neck my breath quicken then felt i this pain i started to wicked..." oh god!" i said. "what hell bad dream?"said Beth" yeah! i can't move!" i said. "oh that happen to me once! It'll go away in min" said Beth. "ok! oh i can move my arm now" i said. "shut up & go sleep" said Beth. "god jerk" i said. Close my eyes & tried to fall to sleep.
I wake up with alarm ringing"damit Beth! turn that off" i said," no! you need to wake up anyway or we going be late" said Beth. I got up with my eyes still close... When is this class is going be over?os i can go back to bad& sleep. i didn't sleep good after that dream. i kept thinking why did i dream of Drew as a vampire? or is he a vampire? or i gone nuts? i really need same sleep os i can think clearly!! i kept looking at the clock to see what time it is. god why you kept looking at the clock it goes slow but if you don't pay addiction it goes fast..the bell finally rang thank go! i grab my backpack & ran out of their. i sat on the on curve of the street& waited for beth drove up smiling i got in & close the door" what are you smiling about?" i said." me & Max said i love you "said Beth."oh my god! im os happy for you" i said." it great to a person who loves you" said Beth." yeah! it like being on cloud nine" i said.she laugh yeah it is. "it great to have max in my life" said Beth. i smiled at her. she look os happy & in love. Beth had a really bad childhood she was beatin by her drunken father& her mother always tryed to stop it or kick him out but he always came back.one day Beth ranway with mom to house of abase women they be came her family & finally her life in normal & fall in love with Max.. i was sitting on my bed thinking what should do? then i herd a noise out side. i got up to look what was making the noise. i look out the window Drew was right their taping on the glass with his nail " bessie open the window os i can talk to you" said Drew. " how did you get up here?"i said." i claimed up" said Drew . he smiled like he just told a joke. " you claimed a two story building?" i said. "Bess please open the window" said Drew. i open the window & sept back os he can came in.. he close the window "thank you! i hated to talk throw that window" said Drew."your welcome. os what do you want? & keep your voice low os you don't wake up Beth" i said." i just wanted to see you & tell you that i'm sorry" said Drew. "sorry? for what?" i said. "that i wasn't at home when you called the other night"said Drew." oh that ok you could told me that in morning" i said.
